Wednesday, September 28, 2011

tensiOOoooooooon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmmm.....=(
npa bel sem nyh twuk cngat....npa aque dpt lec 2....npa dy syco cngat....xelok cngat ka pa yg kami wat smpai half of the clas fill.....sthu aque wak2 aque jwb paper bel 2 xla ssh sngat tjuk dy.....Ya Allah...aque xsnggup nk repeat bel 2...ckup la aque blajaq bhs kristian 2 skali ni....xpyh la nak ulang2...aque blajaq arab yg susah pon xpenah fill xkan bel aque kna repeat....kan best law aque dpt lec cm sir nasir dlu....tegas tp pa yg dy ajaq suma leh wat...suma leh lulus...cra dy ajaq mmg bksan....ska sir cngat2...u r the best bel lec in the world...but,why this semester its so hard to get marks...why?......i don't want to repeat..abis la poiter law kna repeat....aque xnak...aque xnak pointer aque twuk....aque xnak poiter aque twuk sbb bel...aque xsnggup repeat...ya Allah,jauhkanlah aque dari musibah itu ya Allah....bantulah hambamu ini ya Allah....aque btol2 xsnggup....nauzubillah.....ya Allah,...Kau bantulah juga rakan2 ku....kami xsnggup repeat lagi ya Allah...kami dah wat yg terbaek....makbulkanlah doaku ini ya Allah...amin.......................

Friday, September 23, 2011

-my new life-

lamanya aque x update blog nyh...mlaz nk update..bnyk ngat benda yg jdi lam idup..jup cdeyh jup gmbira cmpai aque nak post pon xsmpat....besa la owg kta idup kta cm roda..jup jtuh jup naik sm la cm idup aque...tahun nyh bnyak benda yg jd n bg perubahan besaq dalam hidup aque...first time dok luaq...bnyk wit abis..couple ngn owg bwu...mcm2....mcm2 jd da sng da susah....xktinggaln gak la dugaan yg bnyk timpa at aque..Alhamdulillah stakat nyh aque leh tima n lalui g suma dugaan 2 tp mmg perit la...air mta xyah ckp r,brapa gelen bis pon aque xtaw.... yg plg twuk skali dugaan nk final...ya Allah, aque xtaw nk kta pa...tp lgi nak dkat paper lgi tmbul mcm2 mslah... 1st bf aque kna brjauhn ngn aque sbb dy dpt degree at upm serdang, tp yg 2 okay lg la sbb dy p utk kebaikn msa dpn gak....2nd nya umah swa aque lak da mslh....bla jd mslh 2 aque segan at jiran2 so aque wat kptusan dok at kolej...aque bncg ngn kfiz,aque bkn nk lari dri mslh or pa tp dok c2 aque xley stdy...suasana stdy aque at c2 ilang twus bla mslh 2 jd....dmi slamatkn pointer aque,aque brhjrah la ke kolej wat smntra wak2...tp 2 pon tmpg blik owg la...nak wat cmna law aque twus dok umah 2 nanty aque xstdy,xpsl2 pointer aque jtuh....3th lak mslh owg yg aque syg tp bkn bf...rmai owg yg aque syg..huhu...actually aque xtaw pa slh aque at dy, tba2 dy cm nk jauh dri aque,...xnak tlg aque..trasa gak la kdg2...tp sbb aque syg dy aque biaq...let by gone be by gone...(mcm couple lak kan..huhu...as fren tp rapat)..sbnaqnya dh lma aque asa cm 2 tp never mine aque da bf aque...bf aque yg tlg aque hdapi suma mslah,naikkn smgt aque,tlg cri jln pnyelesaian...stiap mslah yg aque hadapi mst dy akn da sma2....kdg2 aque asa brslah gak la at dy cbb susahkn dy...thanks a lot my love....actually aque nk cta g pasal bf aque tp nanty la...aque update skali gmbaq dy....=)